Lion-Heart

today really sucked.

i got the result of my third assignment and i flunked it *$%$@@!@ *inhales, exhales*
and its too bad i couldnt find appropriate "I AM ANGRY AND I WANT TO KILL THE WORLD" icons right now.

after getting distinction and high distinction on my first 2 assignments, i was prettydisappointed when i got the result of the third one. what a blow.

i was never confident with that academic essay, but i didnt really expect that i was gonna fail it.
i was pretty sick when i was doing that assignment. i was suffering from gastro at that time and couldnt think straight, but that is such a pretty lame excuse to use as i was definitely not sick days before that. i slacked off and got too confident i guess, i wasnt sure if i was doing the right theory but i was too proud and too lazy to clarify it with my lecturer.

i did the academic essay about "social role theory" when i was supposed to examine a "public relations role theory", so all the things i wrote were basically irrelevant, just sounded good but simply useless.

when we had our break earlier i told some of my classmates about my result and one of them was complimenting on the way i was handling the news, coz last time, when he failed our first assignment, he went bananas, and went mental and started telling off our lecturer and totally shocked the rest of the class, i must say that was one major highlights of my first semester though hahaha, (not to mention this one). so now hes got this silly idea that i am more emotionally matured than him *lols* just because i didnt do a "tom cruise" stunt, doesnt mean im all emotionally matured :P if only he knew what emotions i was going through earlier.

its like you know when im shopping and i found something really really really nice and i get really really really excited, that i sometimes have to step out the store so i could breathe, well its kinda like that feeling but in a not so happy, exciting way.

worse i was actualy sitting right in front of my lecturer and was extremely trying to stay sane and collected-- i couldnt even absorb anything that she was saying, because deep inside i was going through some serious emotions and was trying so hard to control and assess them. it was awful.

oh well shit happens i suppose.

but the good news is, she's actually giving me another chance to do it again, (i could actually kiss her for that) theres no way i'll get a distinction of course, but i will now have a chance to redeem my ego by getting a passing grade, yay yay, well hopefully ill pass it this time, im quite happy with that, thank God.

oh yeah, and i finally got the right books too.
hmmmm

bibi-geri roared at 11:32 pm.

The Lionheart
Geri's the diminutive 25-year-old lady who is also known as Dr. Burn. She loves big laughs, big hugs and big teddy bears. When she is not out and about, she enjoys curling up in front of her computer, watching classic old films (horror movies are nice too) or reading a book, especially on a quiet Sunday afternoon. She is addicted to red bean bubble tea :P Buy her one and she might just even draw your portrait. She is currently taking up her masters degree in Public Relations, holds a brown belt in kung fu and was also a former vocalist of Accent Band. She is still afraid of clowns.